Again

when the day passes by
it feels like, i'm filling
into you...

i have never thought i'd feel
the feeling of you, just in me.
I have nothing else right now
My empty hands, empty thoughts
my eyes are full of you..
my heart beats just for u
i never can believe it
Never thought..
you'd look this beautiful!!

Now again in this spring
flowers are smiling at me
wind hugging me tight
color flooding around
everything looks beautiful
once again

it may not last forever
but living in this moment
is what i ever wanted

Hold me like,
i'm gonna die..
kiss me like,
m leaving the next moment
love me like,
its the last day together

I am afraid of dying now
the fear hs spread now
the fear of loosing you
splitting me into two

hold me
hold me tight...

secret

There's a secret
A secret behind everyone
Which they would hide from anyone

Many may look like a transparent glass
but the thickness is never known
Shadows of the secret can be found,
when they speak.
But the secret will remain a ghost
Noone ains with the ghost but many loses

the secret.
they fear it like a fire..
hide it like their soul..

again when a ghost is dead another is born
many have a fear of loosing themselves when
they have lost the secret.. the ghost living inside
the core is still melting, but it still looks cool,
from outside..

like the one you are keeping..
let it be inside..
let it grow and flourish..
that the ghost itself becomes you.

many have sold the ghost,
that they are stil standing..
let you be the one sellling next..

COMPLEXITY

Worthier than anything
are my words i believe
i could never sell it
whic would have made me
.... millionaire


I have never asked asked anyone
if I could write about them.
As my words changes places
It forms their stories

I have changed them good and bad
as they are what to me
Fictional stories have never
come out of me...
as miracles have never come to me
Angel and daemons play their roles
Moving all up and down

I could see many on my move
but I could never change any of those
The world is sometimes with the
green sky, blue leaves and the black sun

Visions make changes all the time
As i have to run through it everytime
when my eyes are wet and vision is dull
I close my eye..
hoping they would be the same..

FOREVER..

I sometymz am too lost to be myself..

Never Ending

I had a feeling, for which i had many sleep less nights
Those howls & growls, making my heart beat fast

i want to make my eyes to the dark
to watch those eyes towards me
i have lost the fear of those as
my fear has become myself

i am walking a long long road inside my heart,
where my leg never aches
i still have that thing deep inside my heart
where i could never find me
lost my flowers, lost my chocolates
i am never coming closer again
i still move in the wind
pointing others where the sun stand still